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The Prince Regent, Herne Hill, 4 October 2017

It had been ages. My last life modelling job was four weeks ago so I felt ridiculously rusty. For much of the intervening period I’d been away travelling with Esther, but now we were back for the start of autumn term and would be working together this evening at The Prince Regent. Inspiration and application were assured. With wine glasses in hand we ascended to the first-floor function room and were greeted warmly by Lisa, the ever-charming organiser of SketchPad Drawing.

For the first half of our session we would share the pose space but be connected only by fabric and proximity, not by physical contact. We worked upon two levels of tables, and on the floor. Lisa loosely shaped each tableau, within which we then selected our individual poses: three of 10-minutes, plus two of 15-minutes. I was naked throughout while at Lisa’s request, Esther remained in the dress she’d bought the week before at Kariakoo street market in Dar es Salaam. Some green material was our only prop.

After a break, we settled down for one single pose of 40-minutes. Esther removed her patterned dress but kept her multicoloured stripey socks with toes. Together we were indulged to get intertwined whilst maintaining interesting perspectives for artists on all sides of us in the round. It was wonderful to have this possibility rather than posing in separate rooms (the usual format here) but also sad because it meant artist numbers were slightly down. Hopefully there will be a full house when we return on 8 November.

Telegraph Hill Centre, London, 7 September 2017

Farewell then, August. Always a lean month for life model bookings as schools break for the summer and many other groups take time out for vacations. One looks forward to the resumption of normal activity in September but this cannot be taken for granted. Life Drawing at Telegraph Hill, for example, had hoped to get five people signed-up in advance to ensure viability for the next ten sessions. Tough times, but the sessions are going ahead – and Esther and I were honoured to be booked for the first.

It was lovely to be reunited with the group’s organiser, Frances and to greet the artists as they returned. We were to create five poses for them this evening, the first of which would be 5-minutes. We both stood – “so many legs” as one artist observed with time running out. Next, for 10-minutes Esther stood while I sat embracing her legs; then for 15-minutes we lay on our sides with our heads beside each other’s legs. For the latter I’d unwisely propped myself on one elbow. Achy!

We ended the first half with a 20-minute pose, in which Esther was sitting on the floor and I was curled round behind, reaching up. At the interval, we took tea and fashioned a mountain of beanbags to support our last pose. We also switched on a small heater as the early autumnal temperatures dipped. We completed our work with a 40-minute pose nestled together in a seated embrace. Hopefully the community of Telegraph Hill will likewise embrace its life drawing and keep this great little group buoyant.

Ryan Skelton photography, 16 July 2017

This was plan B. I’d originally been approached with proposals for a photo shoot at the Laurie Grove Baths on Goldsmiths University campus. The photographer would be Ryan Skelton – a third-year student studying Fashion Communication and Promotion at Central Saint Martins – helped by fashion designer and visual researcher, Alessia Vanini. Subsequently, it emerged a public exhibition was taking place at the baths on our agreed date, so the shoot was relocated to Ryan’s flat and became preparatory to our intended work on location, now rescheduled for autumn.

#NSFW

It was 3pm on a rain-threatened yet particularly humid summer’s Sunday in Elephant and Castle. Ryan greeted me and made tea whilst a friend applied a little make-up to my face. Alessia, Ryan and I then withdrew to a bedroom in which cuttings festooned the walls and rails of clothes busied all sides. About a dozen or so neatly folded piles of vintage garments occupied the remaining floor space. Over the next two hours they adorned me with each set – full dress or fragments that left me semi-nude. We began with an Italian men’s one-piece woollen swimsuit from the early 20th century…


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton

The collection of raiments spanned nations, decades and gender norms. Many barely fit me, with a couple of dresses in particular requiring an inordinate amount of writhing and assistance from Alessia to pull on and off. Once suitably or scarcely attired I was directed into pose by Ryan. Several attitudes were inspired by curious shapes I made whilst getting dressed. Others were unflinchingly explicit, occasionally drifting towards 70s porn territory, but never losing sight of the fashion objectives; I was self-conscious only when staring moodily at the lens – I’m more of a gaze-into-space kinda guy.


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton

Each pose was photographed on three separate cameras – the most modern of which appeared to be a 1980s model. No digital shenanigans here; just analogue equipment, vision, imagination, reflection, colour, monochrome and many exposures. In this work, Ryan conjures with a basic backdrop, fading light, and the texture of developed film to produce a striking set of images. Some may seem comical, many are unquestionably absurd, but there is a boldness, integrity and a raw honesty about them that I like. He has style, and he captures it well.


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton


Photography © Ryan Skelton

O – JocJonJosch in London, 2017

Imagine a room, a space – ground floor behind red brick walls, urban, canalside, east end London – unfinished, unfurnished, somewhere between its past and its future. It’s 6pm, late summer, but raining. Blackout drapes, thick brown paper and electrical tape blot all but the most dogged hints of light. Swallowed by darkness around the walls is sentient organic matter. I know it to be twelve naked human beings; I am one of them. You, however, are less aware… but you are about to enter.

Imagine from the street outside, a door opens. You are ushered through it, alone. You walk tentatively a few paces to the heart of the room; the door clicks shut behind you. All around you is dark. You are apprehensive and hope your eyes will quickly become accustomed to the gloom. You know that people are hiding within its depths, awaiting you, and now gradually you sense their presence. You understand that their eyes can already see more than your own. Trepidation increases.

Perhaps you hear the gentlest scrape of a bare foot on a bare floor. Perhaps you hear a breath. Perhaps you see an ill-defined shape pass the infinitesimal glint of light that had been your sole focus. Figures are moving all around you, towards you, closing in, slowly, slowly, slowly. You do not move. No-one ever moves, not even when they hear the first long, deep, hiss of air being hauled down by the diaphragm into human lungs. The breath is held. You hold yours too. Then…

– O – – O – – O – – –

– O – – O – – O – – –
O – – O – – O – – –

The repetition of three rounded ‘O‘ sounds, all from a single breath, all as if the name ‘j O c j O n j O s c h’ were being intoned over and over again, denuded of consonants. First one voice, then another, from a different angle, a different proximity, in a different pitch, a different style; then another; and another. Twelve voices in total, but you don’t perceive numbers, you merely absorb a din of primal noises, the repetition of a single vowel in triplicate. Unrefined rawness, unseen nakedness…

O – – O – – O – – – – O – – O – – O – – –
– O – – O – – O – – – – O – – O – – O – – –
– O – – O – – O – – –

The cacophony begins to subside…

– O – – O – – O – – –

Gradually the overlapping unharmonious sounds start to thin. As the monotone voices dwindle, so your senses discern figures disengaging from your presence. Featureless forms fall silent and withdraw once more to the farthest recesses. The multitude of Os turn to a few, then a couple, and finally a lone vocalisation. Eventually, that last breath chokes silent and you are once more alone, fleetingly uncertain, till a door behind you opens. Freedom is at hand. You take your leave…

You have experienced ‘O‘ – a performance by JocJonJosch for Lost Senses 2017.

     ‘In past works the Anglo-Swiss collective have used their bodies to test the limits of collective and individual identity. For LOST SENSES they will work with sound and the body to devise a vocal performance based on a corruption of the collective name “jocjonjosch”. By a process of reduction and repetition, the utterances that occur will render the original name meaningless at the same time as evoking a sense of familiar humanness.’

Rehearsal

The venue was Guest Projects, Sunbury House, in east London. Our only rehearsals were set for 5:30pm the day before the actual performance. Upon arrival, I found many familiar faces: the artists Jocelyn Marchington, Jonathan Brantschen, Joschi Herczeg; Delia, one of their close collaborators whom I’d met at ‘Existere’, my first performance with JocJonJosch; Chris, Cy, Martin, Martin, and Stan – fellow veterans of many such performances; plus two who didn’t return for the main show. We were twelve in total.

As is often the case at rehearsals for a new performance, we were participating in the development of a work, rather than practising a fully formed piece. We were exploring the space, understanding how audience members and performers may enter and exit, considering movement, timing, distances, and above all: sound. We practised our ‘O‘ sounds together – harmonious, discordant, overlapping, loud, soft. We immersed and grew in anticipation of the next day’s live action.

Performance

With the event due to commence at 6pm on 30 August, we started arriving from 4pm onwards for one last run-through. JocJonJosch, Delia, Chris, Cy, Martin, Martin, Stan and I were joined by Esther, and our long-time performance friends, Chas and Glynis. Only two of JocJonJosch would be participating at any given time, which meant up to a dozen of us would be engaging with audience members as they entered our space, each one alone and abandoned to our mercy.

Delia led us through a series of physical and vocal warm-ups – lots of sss, sch and fff repetitions on a single breath. Meanwhile, Guest Projects staff taped the final layer of blackout materials into place. The artists had decided that audience members should exit by the same doorway through which they had entered, and that one staff member would wait to open the door for them when the performance ended. Also lurking in the murk was Ernst, who would sit soundlessly in a corner, blindly writing notes.

With just a minute or two until our 6pm start, we retreated behind a long black curtain, stripped naked and then returned to the darkness. We stood silently around the walls, awaiting our guests. How would they respond? Would they stand their ground, or flee in panic? Move around or be still? Speak, engage or even join in? The total event time was to be two hours, with individual audience members experiencing us for about five minutes each. The first brave soul entered, and we commenced.

Most people would remain perfectly still and silent – only one person towards the end decided to join in our chant but without proper training he achieved only a succession of single ‘O’ sounds rather than repeated triple salvos: – O – – O – – O – – -. Another person was alone in giving a round applause before leaving. Some audience members strode in purposefully whilst others lost confidence and had to be taken in by the arm. Most deported themselves with detached calmness.

If there was little variation in the behaviours of audience members, the same couldn’t be said of participants. We adhered faithfully to the performance plan, but introduced our own stamps of humanity – without contrivance, it appeared we each discovered a signature ‘O’ tone. Some emerged as soft wisps of air, whilst others punched forward; some remained steady, whilst others tapered to a choke; we had squeals and booms, seals and chimps, orgasms and ruptures. Me? I was a breathy baritone primate.

Our eyes steadily became atuned to the dark but as twilight became night outside so the few tiny slivers of light from the windows dimmed, and once more we were almost as blind as our guests. We could be within a metre of a fellow performer yet have only the vaguest sense of an obfuscated presence nearby. At one point I collided with Stan as we circled a newcomer – a reflex “sorry” was the only utterance of the evening. My occasional pausing encounters with Esther were more of an indulgent treat.

I’d estimated we had perhaps 25 people pass through our sound room by the time we finished at 8pm. It had been enjoyable to perform and share the experience with good friends. Afterwards our minds were aflame with ‘what if’ ideas for how the performance could evolve further but ultimately that’s the sole domain of the artists. Joschi said, “it will take a while to process“. For now, however, as always, they did not lack gratitude, giving us each a signed print and buying the first round at the Cat and Mutton pub.

JocJonJosch continue the discipline of not creating any permanent photographic, film, or sound record of most performances, so truly you had to be there. I’m very fortunate to have been there, with them and for them, many a time: Existere in London, 2011; Ouroboros in Sion, 2013; Ouroboros in London, 2014; Footfall in London, 2016; Footfall in London, 2017; Footfall in Martigny, 2017. Community and camaraderie have built around these artists: believing, belonging, bonding – a body of bodies.

O – – O – – O – – –

Soho Life Drawing, London, 4 September 2017

My first time modelling for Soho Life Drawing was an unusual début with an unusual group. Each Monday they host not one but three sessions: 5:50pm to 6:45pm, 7pm to 8pm and 8:15pm to 9pm. Artists can choose to attend one, two or all. I’d been booked to pose for the first session of an evening that would be led by Jen – a colleague of the group’s regular organiser, Ann. I arrived at the Westminster Quaker Meeting House venue in plenty of time, Jen had everything well organised… we just needed artists.

One artist was already present with Jen when I entered the Fry Room and introduced myself; chairs for between 20 and 30 more were arranged in a wide horseshoe shape. We passed the time chatting amiably, but as 5:50pm drew nearer I started to wonder whether we might remain a threesome for the whole session. With just a few minutes left, two more artists joined us and spread out about the room. Small but fully formed, we began: three 30-second poses, two of 2-minutes and two of five-minutes.

As ever, it matters not whether there are three artists or three hundred; one must put in a good shift of work. Poses of 15-minutes and a shade over 20-minutes brought us to the finish. The last pose became a bit achy, with one arm raised and legs crossed in a narrow diagonal, but it was fine. At the end I received a noisier round of applause than I’ve sometimes had from a full-house. I hope one day I’ll have a chance to come back and pose for a higher turn-out here, as I imagine it could be buzzing.

The Dellow Centre, London, 3 September 2017

Eight artists, one model, six poses: 5-minutes on one knee, 10-minutes standing with arms out, 15-minutes seated on the floor, 30-minutes reclining with legs up on a chair; then a break, followed by 34-minutes seated on a chair, and 19-minutes standing with with hands outstretched upon the tops of broom handles. The last two were supposed to be half-an-hour each but a lapse in timekeeping meant the sitting pose overran and an alternative ending was hastily improvised.

Eight artists, one model, two cats. The Dellow Centre house cats were at large. No sooner had I knelt for the first pose with one hand placed on the back of my head, the other pointing upwards, than I had a cat rubbing against my supporting shin. Later, for the final few minutes of the third pose, a cat wandered onto my white sheet and rolled over to lay motionless, belly-up next to me. In those unlikely moments, I doubted that anyone was still drawing the human figure.

Eight artists, one model, no music, no theme, no gimmick. Sessions here are entirely about the art, and as such are intended for purists wishing to hone their drawing skills, rather those seeking some form of light entertainment. As a model, I feel more acutely the importance of body configurations that are original and sustainable. Many of those drawing here me have a great deal of experience. The simple compliment of “excellent poses” at the end was enough to make this a rewarding afternoon’s work.

cave, London, 31 August 2017

I’ve been writing this blog for nigh on five years, during which time I’ve published more than 300 tales of life modelling, performance and other arty activities. It serves mostly as a record for myself but it’s nice to get positive feedback too. Never before, however, had I been aware of it being directly responsible for a booking – until Karen at cave in Pimlico emailed me to say, “I have just read your blog post on modelling for London Drawing Group“… and offered me the chance to pose for cave life drawing.

Pimlico being one of London’s more salubrious areas, I’d set out with a preconceived notion that the venue would be some pristine, minimalist white-space gallery. Instead what I found was an art and retail home for the most wondrous characterful collection of magnificently random objects crammed high and wide, from floor to ceiling. I would be posing in a small clearing by the door for a full-house group of 10 artists, including Karen. We started with five 1-minute poses, two of 5-minutes and two of 10-minutes.

The artists were all local women; charming, encouraging and enthusiastic. Karen was a down-to-earth, warm, engaging host, whose passion for life drawing could barely be contained. After an interval for tea and biscuits, we ended with two 25-minute poses. I think we overran a little, but time matters less when the feeling is good. Our evening’s soundtrack came courtesy of Barry White and Tears for Fears CDs; musical nostalgia was never more fitting than in this environment. A lovely session.